It has been a few days since I have made a posting at all, so I thought while I was thinking about it I would do so now.
It has been rather hectic, frustrating, depressing few days. I am still adjusting I think to the new mood stabilizer medication. If not then I will always be going from hot to cold at the drop of the hat. Guess that is better then the alternative, least hope so. Then had issues with the pharmacy deciding on their own to over ride what the doctor prescribed and cancelled on of my medications. That set me on end and immediate anxiety for a long while. It is always good to see some one using their god given intelligence, but over riding what the doctors thinks is best?
My left shoulder/arm has been driving me out of my mind, the other day I picked up a plate with my left hand and almost immediately dropped it. It felt like my arm was being tore apart. But I just got approval for physical therapy for my shoulder, hope it helps and lessens the pain.
I have been playing Dragons Age lately, good game, some place where I can take my anger and rage out on those monsters. Better then doing the same on regular people eh? Least that is what they tell me any ways lol.
I am still working on the same program I have for the last year, still no further then I was to begin with. Restarted it twice today, I don’t know what the hell happened to me, I should have been able to bang that out in no time. Medications probably doesn’t help and the fact I get distracted by other things. For instance get up to get a cup of coffee and not make it back to the computer until an hour or so, cause started cleaning some thing or rearranging the trailer again. Which I did again today. The cats and dog is going to kill me one of these days, they always get ‘prissy’ when I do that. eh oh well
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